cramped
or
the other woman's dread #1
the jars on your floor are
nineteen days full of rain
I keep trying to get off your couch
but the fever in my calves
keeps me from standing
then a man king comes
home again for an hour
I am locked in your hallway
cut out of my rough nest old
smelling like kool-aid
and tobacco. he sits in my
spot and you hate him for
it because you miss me.
there is someone walking by
your front door and I can see
them from where I'm kept
in the hall. if they ask me
to come outside I'll go
the wet air will fix my legs
and I'll remember what it
was like before I knew you.
fur
or
the dread of drunk examining
sitting on the edge of the bathtub
I look down at the pale skin
crinkled at the edges and think
of a twelve year old.
wet fingers grasp my forearm
but my bra is still on so I put
my toes in.
when my hands run down wet
bodies they should hit
something there should be
friction wet soft nails should
find more than bones and skin
so I keep going.
I lose a finger on sharp breasts
but still nothing. my whole left
hand is gone after the tail, almost
concave in its sterility.
finally I see floating
in mucky water rooted
in a big toe
three black lines.
I rub them with my thumb
I rub them and it gives me
pleasure
but it gives her
none.
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